Numb and tired

I wish I could feel.. I wish I could change. I wish I could be more - worthy, more something. I feel as though I lack so much. I wonder why I feel this way all of a sudden.. prozac! Don’t fail me now! Tmi. Sorry. I worry too much about the little things. I wish I could just sit back and fucking chill. I want to simplify everything.. but my brain works in minute details and it’s driving me crazy.