February 2010
126 posts
January 2010
79 posts
i don't really fear death, I just know i'm not...
I FEAR: [ ] the dark [ ] being single [ ] getting married [ ] being a parent [ ] giving birth [ ] being myself in front of others [ ] being myself in front of my parents [ ] open spaces [x] closed spaces [x] heights [x] bridges [ ] cats [ ] dogs [ ] birds [x] spiders and / or other insects [x ] driving or being in cars [ ] flying (i’ve never flown before, which i need to do) [ ] being put to sleep...
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deeper thoughts, (I should keep quiet.)
when I start to think about if I “deserve” someone or not, I get pretty sad, or just confused.. because I don’t really know. I think it’s just the word “deserve” that screws with my head. it’s not the actual ACT of deserving someone, or belonging to someone, or anything like that that confuses me, but just the idea that someone COULD deserve someone...
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down to a science
today I went over to hang out with kelley, brought her some ginger ale since she had a tummy ache and hung out for a while after ian got off of work. ordered some amazing pizza too..
it’s really weird, I was listening to that song ‘a lifetime’ by better than ezra (and all of the album closer) on the drive home, and while it was on, a friend texted me asking if I remembered...
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I might do homework.. later.
did you watch the golden globes this year? if so, what did you think of the winners? nope. no idea. team conan or team leno? or neither? team coco! ave you ever had a codename for someone with one of your friends? if so, who was it and why? umm, quite a few in middle school with em actually. ephenephram, and.. okay I actually can’t remember them now. but i’ve got one with amanda for...
