"Don’t wear a hoodie if you don’t want to be mistaken for a criminal and shot."
"Don’t get drunk at a party if you don’t want to be sexually assaulted."
"Don’t argue with a cop if you don’t want to get killed."
"Don’t walk home by yourself if you don’t want to get raped."
Victim blaming 101: Everyone should live in fear from ever doing anything.
will this dumb anxiety live forever or can I just push through it, feel it, be scared but get this drawing done?
seriously my life is being upstaged by this commission i’ve been working on for months and I feel like a piece of shit jerk because the girl has already given me half of the money for it. I think maybe I should never do another drawing commission again in my life because this is horrible.
there is literally nothing else happening in my life because I won’t allow it and instead just guilt myself into staring at this drawing while playing minecraft then having a panic and trying to fix the guys eyes for a few minutes until i get overwhelmed and do another distraction.. including this blog post.
i miss art for fun.