will this dumb anxiety live forever or can I just push through it, feel it, be scared but get this drawing done?
seriously my life is being upstaged by this commission i’ve been working on for months and I feel like a piece of shit jerk because the girl has already given me half of the money for it. I think maybe I should never do another drawing commission again in my life because this is horrible.
there is literally nothing else happening in my life because I won’t allow it and instead just guilt myself into staring at this drawing while playing minecraft then having a panic and trying to fix the guys eyes for a few minutes until i get overwhelmed and do another distraction.. including this blog post.
i miss art for fun.
IM AT CHURCH CAMP AND THEY ACCIDENTALLY JUST STARTED PLAYING SHOTS OVER THE LOUD SPEAKERS .
THE FIRST LYRICS ARE LITERALLY “ARE YALL READY TO GET FUCKED UP” .
YOU CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO IMAGINE THE FACES OF HUNDREDS OF HOMESCHOOLED CHRISTIAN TEENS UPON HEARING A SWEAR
U DONT EVEN KNOW THE PASTORS JUST CASUALLY KEPT DANCING WHILE THEY STRUGGLED TO TURN IT OFF AHHHHAHAHHA
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